Well hmm.. My life has been slowly going to shit for the past...2 weeks..like it was last year and its really getting on my nerves..i wanna go to boot camp..but i dont wanna leave my friends..and nick and i dont know what 2 do..cuz if my mom keeps up this shit im gonna go crazy and do something stupid..i wanna see if i can stay with one of my friends for awhile..but lately i havent been like...talking to my friends or anything? so its gonna be kinda weird....like outta no where just to ask if i can stay with them...but i think im gonna do it..cuz i cant take much more of this....my mom doesnt let me do ANYTHING! so...i dont know what 2 do..but leave me some comments! love ya!

HAPPY EASTER!!!

But I'm going to Nick's =) so I will //update\\ later!!

Where do I start?

This month has been like the worst month of my life!! My parents treat me like im 5. They don't let me fucking have a life! And when i start to get one they freak out and make me stop hanging out with all of my friends. They say they are "BAD NEWS" what ever the fuck that means. My friends are perfectly fine! Just they all have boyfriends. and Holy fuck if I get one of those they put my under house arrest or some shit. Like February 24th I found this one guy I REALLY freakin liked. And we started talking and hangin out. Then we got together, my mom like LOVED him. And of course my dad hated him because he isn't a cowboy. Right now I just dont want one of those! I want someone i FUCKING LIKE! Then my mom and his mom got into it cause of some fuckin horse! and Now I cant even fucking go to his house! and she won't let him come and get me just to hang out. and OMFG! this shit is fucking gettin out of control! im FUCKING 15 YEARS OLD! not like 5. I try talking to them about it to tell them how i feel..and they just freak out and start yellin at me and tell me to stop tryin to make everyone feel sorry for me? and im not i just want a fucking life lilke any other normal teenager! But of course I can't have that! and i cant even like leave the fucking house on school nights! and if i do i have to be home at like 7 WTF when I was 12 i didnt even have a damn cerfew and i fucking stayed out of trouble! but holy shit im really pissed this shit is gettin on my nerves!!!! But im gonna go watch t.v since thats like the holy fucking thing I can do anymore! so leave me some comments! Bye!

Hey everyone!!

Well hmm..this weekend has been HORRIBLE!!! Friday got back from convention and got into some trouble because someone's mom is a fuckin physco bitch!! Saturday hung out with Nick it was ok I didnt feel good though! and then got home and got into it with my mom imagine that! and then woke up this morning and got into it again! wtf dude!! but o-well! But hmm Convention was fun! lol! Thursday night! lol! ooooman! Bull fuck! lol funny shit! but im gonna go so i will ttyl! Leave me osme comments!! Love ya!